4 months later, i still miss you.
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4 years later, i finally let him go.
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results released last mon.
as expected, didnt manage to clear the horrendous P6-Advanced Taxations(yucks!).
clearing P3-Biz Analysis came as a big surprise.
considering skipping a couple of lessons, no revisions until 3 days before the exam, and picking topics to study; scoring 63 for this core paper is a wow and a huge booster to my morale to complete the remaining 4 papers before i officially wear my harry porter suit at Raffles convention. -smiles-
i can see that scene not far from now. -jia you!-
on the other hand, boss has been super supporting, telling me she believes i could do it and i should sit for ALL 4 papers this sem.
wow, another morale booster, but no, not gonna tire myself out this way.
i remember the anxiety…i cant do proper planning for nuts.
so, gonna stick to 3 and clear the final paper next sem.
i’ve officially been working at current company for almost 2.5yrs.
i’m thankful that amidst the hectic workload and all the OT, i’ve been able to clear alot of papers ever since i joined.
must be the “feng shui”. haha…what to do, i’m chinese afterall!
its raining heavily outside.
i’m recuperating from my stomach flu.
made a trip to the supermarket with $70 vouchers in hand.
swept tibits, chocs, biscuits, and -drumroll- bens and jerrys(2 tubs!) off their shelves.
kids were looking at me with envy.
parents stared at me in disbelief.
i need chocs, so nothing else matters.
all that cost me 73 buckaroos.
but i’m happy.
then, i went off to grab some shampoo and conditioner.
u nv know the amount u spend on such basic necessities till u are the one paying.
it set me another 40 bucks poorer.
and i’m glad i’m not yet married or living alone to buy all these, myself.
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why should i stay, when i’m not appreciated?
i need no roller coaster ride.
i just want the security.
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indeed, it feels much more blissful to be loved.
